O.M.G!!!!
What's happening to my comp's connection man!
Darn annoyed now cuz I can sign into Window's Live Messenger! Urgh! D:
Annoyed too cuz I've been hving issues w my sis!
Annoyed also the fact that I'm still sick & I've got a exam to take in 2 days time!
Annoyed cuz I cant seem to log into some of the web page!
Everything seems to go against me uh?
& Blog.. Surpringly can be logged into. Perhaps this is a way of pouring all my frustrations here?
Yea! I do feel better. (;
& yea.... I'm still troubled by the fact that am I be able to secure a place in JC/POLY?
Many ppl say I can but y'know.. It's just the tention inside me? What if I flung the darn paper &
I nd to retain? OMG! My mum would be like darn disappointed w me and so are my teachers!
How would I face the world w the darn result I may hv? All these doubts just come to me like a blow being hit right on my face. I just cant help thinking&feeling that way.
I always tell/encourage ppl to look on the bright side but it doesnt seem so to me. I am frustrated the fact that I can give good advice on ppl rather than finding the right solutions myself. I do feel useless sometime. ); I know I have to be strong and all but sometimes circumstances just don allow me to.
Ok, I know... Another emo post.
But whatever. At least I know I'm pouring out my trouble & not hiding it away.
I'm kinda facing it. Am I not? Well, I'll just leave everything in God's hand & everything will come to pass. To this I end.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:09 PM
Recovering.
K. As promised. I'm back w some posting. (;
Ok,I'm feeling just slightly better w all the pills I'm taking & yea!
-Os r ending.
-Ppl rejoicing.
-Dazz fretting bout where to wrk.
LOL.
& On a side note, I've just received news tt I cant polish/Dye hair on my Prom night.
So! My friends & I r alr thinking of borrowing some clothes frm a nearby Church.
We shall go dress as some Nuns and just enjoy ourselves there.
Ok,that was just a thought. But we may do that as our last resort. HAHA!
That would be a real limelight then! LOL.
Anywayz, my stomach r grumbling here & I'm planning to sneck into the Kitchen ltr to get some food. Gna also gobble a few pills & ta to LALALAND. My eyes r getting weary now. Everything seems so blur. My mood is getting from bad to worst & I've no mood to do anything now. Just told a friend off whilst typing this. OMG.What becoming of me?
I really don know. Plausibly due to the stress that I'm shouldering upon now?
Ok, & my post seems to be so emo now. I'm gna stop this in case it got worse.
Urgh! D:
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:20 AM
Getting as lil active here.
HAHAHAHS, Great to know tt I'm a lil active here. Don like to leave my Blog empty cuz it sucks.
Sometimes, circumstances just don allow me to. Ok, glad to know that I'm just a lil whee back on track now. Freedom's coming!!! I see it coming! I could smell it! Th aroma is getting stronger every secs! OMG!!!!!!!!
& I've just realised tt I've forgotten to take my pills!
Gna take & be righttttttt BACK! :D
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:51 PM
Hi there,
Been sick recently & omg!!!!! Cant believe my exams r gna be over sooon and it's the moment to look fo jobs! OMG! Cant believe time flies and shit! I still don rly know where I'm gg to.........
I'm contemplating much if I shld try my Luck on JC. I've got a sort dream JC which I wna go but wellll the pts r just far too high!!!!!!!!
o'welll, it seems that I just hv to wait fo my results to determine where to go aftermath.
Just hope to hv a decent job & a bright future ahead of me.
I just sometimes can get so paronoid w everything. I feel so darn insecure w results. So insecure bt the Future. Feel so insecure bt Friends and family and SHIATTTT!!! I don even know why I've typed that!
Ok, I'm just so gna pray hard now that all these will come to past & yea... I'm sure God will hv everything nice planned out fo me. So yea... I'm so gna hit the sack now cuz I needa rest................................... Bye!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:58 AM
OMG! I'm sooooooooooooooo in <3333>
Credits to JingYi man! Thanks so much babe! (;
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:25 PM
Hey all folks!
It's really been sometime since I've last logged in.
I've been really busy these days and I srlsy cant wait till the end of Os! ;D
Can't wait to do silly nothings w my friends. Ppl had been all coped up at home now studying.
Hmmmm yes.
Maybe I shld head off now too. I was just dropping by to fill the baren space here N wellll, FYI, I haven been slping fo the past 23 hrs. Gna catch some sleeep now. Will be back sooooon!!!!! I hope!
Ta, for now!~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
3:56 PM
MUST BE HOME BY 545.
OK, I know I've neglected my blog fo a pretty long time!
Kay, I AM always busy with Studies, Friends and Families.
Nice, cool thing to blog about uh? -After a long time.
Afterall, you guys shall not expect much la. I am just trying to keep this post alive, but cant seems to make it........... Prolly, After Os or smtg? Trying to achieve good grades and learning to love the ppl around me at the moment cuz I feel that I do take things fo granted sometimes and I hate myself fo not knowing to express myself properly. );
okok, No emotional talk here.
N I'm fine. Just hate it when I don know how to express myself............
But Life's been pretty coooool now I say.
Friends are so ever there fo me n thou some bad things actually had happpened to my friends recently, I do really hope they're doing fine. Thou, I pretty hated one of them b4!
Well, Life can be cruel at times. N Life could b full of unexpectency!
n right now I'm soooo looking forward to some unexpectency that will add some kinda sparks in my life or smtg. I mean, my life's beel okay. I just wanna a lil fun! K, I shall stop thinking of hving fun now! Shall only think about that after Os! (tt's what my Mum would rant at me! );)
& okok, I shalll go home now. Curfew's up 7 I'm at Von's house. Thank God my house is just a few bus stop away! [;
Alright! TC pals!
Cya&tillthen! (=
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
2:07 AM
Dazzlyn Tan Qiu Yu is my name. I love my Family and Friends as they are the pillar of my life. I'm aint perfect but I strive to be almost perfect. I have this drive in me which makes me persevere till the end.(=